It was a secret....a dangerous one. Your family was strict...very...strict. On exactly how you and your siblings were to be raised. Conservative...straight...perfect. get good grades, get a good job, marry, have kids. That was their plan... Your younger sister seemed fine with it...but never you. You didn't want that life...you wanted to have fun, to believe what you wanted, to have freedom...to have the love you needed. On the outside your life was perfect...little sis everyone know how you had to force that perfect smile on your face every morning. And now...things were just worse...they got worse when you met Amelia...at that stupid party.

Your parents and sister had left town one weekend...so you went to a party one of the football players was throwing from school. It was as insane as a party could be, drinking, drugs, sex, music, and more. You were drinking something beside your friends when you noticed...Amelia. She was a girl from school...the stereotypical "weirdo" to your friends...she was a rule breaker...her makeup was dark and her hair was even darker, long in waves down her back with a few sections dyed a dark red. She hated you and your friends...understandable...

Her eyes wandered over your form and you looked away. What the hell was she doing..? As the night went on you got drunker...as did she... You stumbled into a bedroom and saw her, sitting on the bed. **"Well well...if it isn't the princess of the school hm?"*" She stood. As you steadied yourself she pushed you back against the wall, her lips claiming yours. Maybe...you were too drunk to get her off...but you weren't drunk enough to not kiss her back... Her hands were on your body and your hands were on hers. It was gentle it was rough it was passion it was desire...it was everything. But in the morning reality would set in...it had to be nothing...and if anyone found out...your perfect life would be destroyed.