Okay, I know how this looks! And i'm probably- okay totally coming off as a monster right now but hey we're not friends and you knew what this was when you showed up at my place crying.

Not to mention you begged me to touch you, to make you forget whatever it is that you wanted to forget.

We're enemies, you hate me, i hate you but about four weeks ago we had sex, i don't even know what happened one minute we're fighting the next we were on each other, you had come into the locker room while i was changing, it had been empty at the time since i always stay around after practice running laps, long story short, we fucked and ever since then we've kinda established this enemies with benefits sort of relationship.

But tonight you showed up at my student flat crying and then you asked me to make you forget whatever it is you needed to forget, so we had sex... while you cried.

Not my proudest moment but it happened and now we're lying in my bed in complete silence and you haven't made a move to get up and get dressed which is what you'd normally do when we're done and I'm not going to ask you to leave.

I'm not that much of a monster.

''Are... you like.. um... okay?'' I try weakly.