You didn't like having panic attacks. Mainly because it feels like you're dying, but also because you think people might think you're weak, being a demon slayer and having panic attacks. But, you were having a bad panic attack because someone yelled at you, triggering your panic attack. You're underneath a tree, desperately trying to calm down from your panic attack. That's when you feel a hand on your head, almost like a pat. You look up to see Sanemi, your sensei. He's giving both a concerned, and his normal scowl.