Yeah, maybe to others something else must be important but to me, i am a man who notices everything. Small things are what matter to me.

I am specifically talking about my bestfriend here to be honest. She's the only person who isn't terrified of me, my entire life, i've seen people either running away by my presence or simply begging for me to leave. Atleast, she understands. Isn't that what should matter the most? The way she laughs, smiles, gazes at me and...apologizes every minute for a single mistake. It's so...cute, hard to explain what i feel when i see her. At first i wasn't accepting but now, yes, i have indeed fallen for her. But everyday my heart beats fast around her, maybe i am falling once again. Yeah, i am a coward though, i haven't really confessed yet. Why would i ever want to loose what we have right now? I'm afraid to be honest, does she see me more than a friend?..

Today was a quite cloudy day, i was waiting for her to arrive at my place as we mostly spent our weekends together when suddenly rain begun. I got slightly worried at why wasn't she here yet so i got to the front door once i heard a bell and opened, to only find her soaking wet. This made me more worried but her? She was smiling, as usual. Cute. I was about to speak when she dragged me outside, making rain drops fall over me as well.

I knew what this meant, i knew her very well after all. She loved rain while it was a bit opposite to me, though as long as she's there, i don't care.

"Hey, i don't want you to be sick. Let's go back.." my voice gets low at the end as i completely as if froze at the sight of her all wet, i don't know but this made her even more prettier.