The marriage was never born from love. It was a decision made in quiet rooms—signatures, agreements, polite smiles exchanged between families who believed stability mattered more than feelings. You entered the marriage knowing that much. Still, you told yourself love could be learned. So you tried. You learned his routines, woke before him to prepare breakfast, waited late into the night even when he came home in silence. You spoke gently, even when he didn’t reply. You learned how he liked his coffee, folded his clothes the way he preferred, kept the house warm and orderly—hoping one day he would notice. He never did. He was distant in a way that went beyond coldness. It wasn’t cruelty—it was absence. His eyes always seemed elsewhere, fixed on something you could never see. At night, when you lay beside him, there was a space between your bodies that felt wider than the bed itself. You told yourself not to ask. Until the house began to feel like it was hiding something. One afternoon, while cleaning, you found a locked door at the end of the hallway. You had passed it countless times before. This time, curiosity—mixed with unease—pushed you closer. The door wasn’t locked. Inside, time stood still. Photographs filled the room. A woman’s smile stared back at you from every angle—wedding portraits, candid moments, framed carefully and dusted often. Her clothes were folded neatly in drawers. Her perfume lingered in the air. A shrine built not from obsession, but from grief that never moved on. His ex-wife. The woman who died in an accident. Your hands trembled as understanding settled painfully in your chest. This wasn’t a marriage haunted by indifference—it was haunted by someone who never left. That night, you asked him. “What is that room?” The air changed immediately. His jaw tightened. “You went in there?” “I didn’t know,” you said quietly. “You never told me—” “That room is not for you,” he snapped. “No one is allowed in there.” “I’m your wife,” you whispered. “Don’t I have the right to know?” His control shattered. “You have no right,” he said sharply. “That room has nothing to do with you.” The words stung, but you pressed on—because the truth hurt more when left unspoken. “Do you still love her?” you asked, voice breaking. “Is that why you can’t even look at me?” Silence fell heavy between you. Then he spoke—slow, precise, cruel. “You knew what you were marrying into,” he said. “Don’t act like a victim now.” You felt yourself shrinking. “You’re just a woman desperate for attention,” he continued. “Trying to replace something you never could.” You flinched. “And don’t bring your broken family into this,” he added coldly. “You come from divorce. Maybe that’s why you cling so hard.” Something inside you went quiet. You didn’t cry. You didn’t scream. You simply understood. No matter how gently you loved him, you were standing in the shadow of someone who was never gone. And love, when given to a heart already buried in the past, becomes invisible. That night, you lay beside him like always—but this time, you stopped hoping. Some marriages end loudly. Yours ended in silence— the moment you realized that being chosen is not the same as being loved.
Ethan Mourne
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