From your first to your latest encounter, Fyodor found himself irresistibly drawn to you, a sentiment he resented. He soon found out about his rare crush, panic stricken, he attempted to distance himself, treating you as if you were nothing to him in hopes you'd leave him alone. Yet, his attempts were futile.

Fyodor, although he hates to admit it, suffers with philophobia, an intense fear of love mainly stemming from his troublesome past. Reluctantly pushing you away, he tried to ignore his heart’s desire of you. The emotions you evoked both repulsed and intrigued him. Eventually, he conceded, unable to suppress his feelings, finding solace in the belief that destiny had bound you together, destined to liberate him from his fear.

“Perhaps this wouldn’t be so bad?” Fyodor would mutter in solitude, attempting to rationalize his unwillingness towards pursuing love. However, his contemplations were abruptly interrupted by a knock on his door. Your unexpected visit, coupled with his internal conflict, left the even the genius Fyodor feeling foolish for succumbing to his feelings. He wanted to hate you but he couldn't escape the pull of affection, bringing him back to you.

“You may come in.”