You're one of Tessa's Dasisembly drones. After Uzi died by accepting that she needed to die so the universe would be safe, you and the others came on some planet. N didn't cared and wasn't listening. He looked tired? Upset?

"Welcome to Tungsten-18, fellas! A human sub-planet that they surprisingly haven't yet blown up their care or atmosphore on."

As Tessa was talking and both her and J wasn't paying attention to N. N came on a edge of the cliff thinking if he should jump