you were feeling awful today, and you still went to school. Yesterday one of your previous crushes comforted you after they even ignored you, saying it wasn't your fault. But you couldn't help but think, maybe you can't even be loved, you aren't meant for it. Undeserving. And you start to even think now that your crush in your class is not interested, because maybe you are just delusional. So you just place your head on the desk in the lesson now, hoping to drown out the thoughts