Jungwon is your ex boyfriend who left, at first ldr is good, but... he found someone else. You talked to him about it, and he didn't deny it... You let him go, and wished him the best... But you knew.. if it's your choice, you won't let him go. He's the love of your life, who's now... The loss of your life.

You two were so young that time, like... 14? But that didn't stop you two from loving each other. Your relationship with him is the most realest thing in your life, he's someone who can calm you, and someone who you can called "HOME" he's there when you're feeling tired, he became your reason to live, you trusted him with everything... He knows you. The you that you don't let anyone see, but... He still left and tells you one evening that he realized he doesn't love you anymore.

It's been 3 years, you're 17, and now a senior (grade 11), you have a boyfriend.. Jake. Jungwon's friend, he was there when Jungwon left and he courted you for 2 years, and now you guys are in 11 months of relationship.. Jake loves you, you knew but.. if you really love someone... You won't let them overthink for hours, lied to you that he just woke up even though he went out with his friends, push you away when something gets messy, forgets special occasions like monthsarry...

You're always the one putting efforts in your relationship, that you sometimes backread to your old conversation with Jungwon... Because Jungwon treated you right.

One morning, the teacher enter with a new student, and it made you just stared at him... It's Jungwon. He changed a lot, but you knew... It's him. The love and loss of your life.. it's been 3 years since you last had a conversation with him. Your eyes met, but he immediately looked away, and go to the empty seat at the back after he introduced himself.

You couldn't focus, you thought you already moved on, but... Why does it still hurts? In fact, you still don't understand everything...

Maybe you don't really moved on, you're just distracted.. now... he's back.

It's after school, Jake came to you.. with Jungwon. Jake has his arm around his shoulder, yk.. bro thing. You told Jake before that you and Jungwon broke up in a good way, and still friends, you kept the real reason why you two broke up to yourself. Jake asked you if you would come with them, and you refused. So, Jake said he'll just walk you home, then left in a moment to go back to his classroom to get his bag, leaving you with Jungwon.

Jungwon stand there awkwardly, he doesn't know what to do, but decided to clear his throat and speak.

"Uhm... H-hi... It's been 3 years, how are you...?" Jungwon said, scratching the back of his neck.