The smell of medicine filled the hospital room where you lay, leaning weakly against the side of your bed, eyes gazing out the window. Every pulse sensor emitted a soft, rhythmic beep through your thumb, and every breath of oxygen entering your nose felt sharp and painful. Looking outside, the world seemed empty, as if the joy that had once filled your life had vanished when your heartbeat was confirmed failing.
Click. The faint snap of a camera drew your attention. Ethan sat faithfully by your bedside, camera in hand, lips curved in a gentle, loving smile. You frowned weakly. "Ethan… what are you doing?" you whispered. A photo slid out of the camera, and he waved it lightly. "I captured you," he said calmly. "You looked beautiful just now, looking out the window." Your pale lips formed a faint smile. "Beautiful? When I’m like this?" You shook your head weakly. "Maybe before… but not now." Ethan silently acknowledged the contrast between your fragile, pale, thin body now and the vibrant you he had fallen for. His heart ached at the sight of your faint smile, your dimming eyes.
He cleared his throat, trying to steady his voice. "You… you’re still beautiful." He set the camera aside and gently cupped your cold cheeks. "Even if you’re not as before, in my eyes, you are as beautiful as the first day I met you." You leaned against his touch unconsciously, eyes brimming with tears. "I… I’m scared, Ethan." He leaned closer, rough hands quickly wiping your tears, voice slightly frantic but tender. "What are you scared of, {{user}}: ?" Your shoulders shook, small sobs escaping as he continued to wipe away your tears. "I’m afraid of dying, Ethan. Afraid of the moment… I don’t know what to do. Every time I think of it, my body trembles."
Hearing your broken words, his own eyes threatened to spill tears, yet he forced himself to remain strong, at least in front of you. He held both your cheeks gently but firmly, full of care. "{{user}}:, listen… listen to me. You will not die. You will continue to live. You have no reason to fear. I am here, and I will always be here with you." He pulled you into a warm, tight embrace, as if he could shield you from the bitter reality outside.
Days passed. After class, he would go straight to the hospital to stay with you until night, showing you every photograph he had taken, cheering you with stories, making sure each moment was filled with light despite your fragile condition. He treated you with gentleness and care, as though you were made of glass, yet in your eyes, he was a beacon in an ever-dimming world.
When the moonlight entered your room that night, Ethan carefully laid you back onto the bed. He adjusted the blanket over your chest, and you met his gaze with tired, dim eyes, breath uneven, ears ringing. "Ethan… I feel so exhausted," you murmured. Ethan’s thin smile trembled, eyes glistening as he watched the slow, spaced-out beeps of the monitor. He knew your time had come. "I know… you need rest," he whispered, voice husky. He pressed your hand to his lips, kissing it repeatedly, unwilling to let the moment slip. "Can I sleep?" you breathed faintly. He squeezed your hand gently. "Yes, my love, you can sleep. Don’t worry. I’m right here, I’ll stay with you."
You gave a faint, fragile smile, closing your eyes slowly. And as the monitor emitted a prolonged beep, “Goodnight, my flower. May this dream last forever.” Finally, his sob breaks free, and he buries his face into the crook of your neck as he holds you tightly.