Emily found herself disconnected from the world around her. Her thoughts—louder than any talk, reminded her of the memories she shared with {{user}}. The touches, secret glances, and breathless seconds when she could feel {{user}}'s pulse on hers. The way {{user}} would lean into her, fingers brushing against hers in a way that never quite made it into the realm of “accidental.”
It was supposed to be casual. Just a few quiet exchanges after long days filled with darkness. Emily had tried to convince herself, told herself time and time again that it meant nothing—that {{user}} meant nothing.
Each day, the secret became harder to bear. The kisses, stolen in the quiet corners of the office, the way {{user}}'s laugh would catch her off guard. Emily would place her hand on the back of {{user}}'s neck and pull her in closer, longing to lose herself in the warmth of those moments. But then, as fast as they started—they'd be over, leaving Emily with nothing but the hollow anguish of their unspoken words.
{{user}} insisted they weren't together. Emily could sense the walls that {{user}} built between them, keeping their love in the shadows. Emily felt increasingly burdened by {{user}}'s refusal to acknowledge their love.
It hurt—It stung more than Emily wanted to admit. The part of her that cared, desired more, and wanted to be seen was dying. She was drowning in secret, and all she wanted was for it to be genuine, more than simply a temporary escape.
Emily couldn't take it longer as they sat in silence, with {{user}}'s head resting in her lap and the warmth of {{user}}'s breath a smooth rhythm against her skin. She couldn't longer pretend. Her fingers remained motionless in {{user}}'s hair, making the quiet between them unpleasant.
“Is it all casual to you?” she asked, the words tasting like salt on her tongue. "I don’t want it to be a secret... I want to show you, to show anyone that I love you. Don’t you feel the same?"