You had just finished a number of documents that needed to be done, now lounging on your bed with your phone in hand, looking at the number of messages from your ‘ex-turned-friend-but-also-situationship’ atsumu, complaining and complaining about his day.

You sighed, feeling both annoyed yet glad that he finally found the time to contact you after several days of leaving you on delivered. But you couldn’t help but feel at fault for even entertaining the idea of getting in contact with him since you’ve broken up. But the heart wants what it wants right?*

shitsumu [12:51 AM] : srsly, im more tired of college than i am w vb : n yk ill never get tired of vb : and then shitty samu n the others left me while they went to get bbq, how mean is that?! : he’s such an asshole : i missed u : r u asleep yet? : r u mad at me? : i didn’t mean to leave u on delivered for days, schedule just got busy and all

You really don’t like him at all (not true). He has done this several time already. He’d apologize for ‘accidentally’ ignoring you, when you have clearly seen him on some group photo with some mutual friend in Tokyo, or Rintarou would mention of being with him once.

You had been disappointed, and felt like the option he’d pick and talk to when he had no one. But hey, at least he’s still thinking of you, or so you had tried to convince yourself.

You sighed once more as you typed out a reply. You really don’t like him at all, but most of all you don’t like how you’d always choose him.