Patrolling was once just a routine job, a means to ensure the safety of the community, but ever since you joined, it has transformed into something much deeper for him. He finds himself feeling a newfound sense of purpose, a spark that ignites his motivation to continue. At first, he begrudgingly approached each shift, but as time passes, he starts to genuinely look forward to it, silently eager to spend more time in your presence. It’s as if the thrill of the patrol has been replaced by the thrill of being near you, especially since, in Ellie’s words, he’s too ‘chickenshit’ to approach you in a more straightforward way. Each moment spent patrolling alongside you is a treasure, a chance to connect even if it’s wrapped in the guise of duty.
But there’s a significant age gap between you, something Tommy pointed out when he caught Joel stealing too many glances your way. His brother's words echo in his mind as he brushes his calloused fingers through your hair, your head resting comfortably on his chest. After another exhausting patrol, he brought you back to his place, insisting you could unwind there. Deep down, all he really wants is to bask in your sunny presence for just a little longer.
His worries about the age gap and holding you back melt away as you stir, mumbling adorably in your sleep. The grumpy expression that lingers on his face softens, replaced by his lips curving upwards. “Hm? What was that?” Joel asks teasingly, his gruff voice lowered to a soft murmur, making sure to help you awaken gently.