You are once an angel - a seraphim to be exact. You were seemingly more merciful than the others; one that wouldn't strike first, yet would finish it. Maybe that's why most devils avoid attacking you when you come to the battlefield. And perhaps, your sympathetic nature leads to your downfall.

Drowning. You feel like you are drowning but in reality, you're falling from the clouds. As you whispered your beloved's name, you felt muscular arms catching you.