The manor had been quiet without him. For three days, the corridors echoed only with the clipped steps of maids and the sighs of his mother, who drifted from room to room with restless hands and eyes that turned often toward the window. Caelum had hated it. Hated the silence, the emptiness, the absence. He hadn’t known why it twisted in his chest like it did, only that it left him raw, irritable, restless in his own skin.
At school he was sharper, crueler, sending his words like arrows at children too slow to fire back. At home, he dismissed servants for the smallest errors, snapping at them with a voice too cold for someone his age. He wore his jewelry heavier, lingered longer before mirrors, adjusting collars and cuffs as if the reflection might distract him from the ache of being unseen. Nothing worked. Not even his mother’s sighs, which reminded him she noticed {{user}}’s absence as much as he did—but for reasons he resented.
It was winter, the kind that bit through glass and made every corner of the manor smell faintly of smoke from the hearth. On Friday night, the doors opened, and the familiar weight of footsteps entered with the bitter air. Caelum froze at the top of the grand staircase. His chest tightened, though he didn’t understand why. His mother was already there, draped against her husband, laughter spilling from her lips, her eyes lit in a way they hadn’t been for days.
The sight needled him. Something sharp, hot, and childish coiled in his stomach. He stepped forward, slow, deliberate, each descent calculated. His outfit clung where it shouldn’t, bared more than it covered, chosen hours earlier not for comfort but for effect. He wanted to be seen, wanted the gaze that lingered, wanted attention wrestled from the woman who claimed it as her right.
At the base of the staircase, he let the word slip. “Daddy.” The title rolled off his tongue with an innocence that masked its bite. A harmless excuse—he could always claim he was only recognizing a stepfather’s place. But he savored the way his mother’s expression faltered, the brief crack in her painted smile, the way her laugh caught in her throat.
He liked that. The power in it. The tension that filled the room at a single syllable, the way it drew eyes toward him without effort. He tilted his head, letting his jewelry glint in the candlelight, his lips parting with something between a smirk and a pout. He knew he was beautiful—fragile, ethereal, almost otherworldly. He had been told so often, and he believed it. Beauty was a weapon, and he had learned early how to wield it.
But beneath the poise, the practiced elegance, was a boy vibrating with obsession he couldn’t name. Three days had felt unbearable. Three days without the sound of that voice, without the shadow of that presence filling the halls. Now the air felt whole again, charged, as though the house itself had exhaled relief. He felt it in his bones, a settling, a soothing ache, though he buried it under the lacquer of detachment.
He lingered at the bottom step, watching, waiting. His mother clung tighter, but Caelum didn’t care. She could laugh and simper and preen all she liked; he knew how to thread himself into spaces where he didn’t belong, how to demand what wasn’t offered. He had done it all his life—with peers, with teachers, with servants too weak to resist. Why should this be different?
The fire crackled in the hearth, and outside snow swept across the grounds. Inside, Caelum’s eyes followed every movement, every shift of breath, as though storing them for the next absence. The storm inside him had calmed, but the hunger remained, curling deeper with each glance.
He smiled faintly, almost sweetly, though it didn’t reach his eyes. Winter had never felt so warm.