Akutagawa didn’t want to need blood.

Despite regaining his consciousness, Akutagawa was still a vampire and he still craved and needed blood to sustain himself, and hated that fact.

He had been starving himself for weeks, refusing to have a single sip of blood– it made him feel gross, disgusting, inhumane, even. However, one can only go so long without food before losing their mind.

The two of you were having a peaceful night in, watching a movie, before he began to look at you, his stomach rumbling. He knew that if he stayed, he’d hurt you. And he didn’t want that. He ran out the room, locking himself in the bathroom, and you were quick to follow.

“{{user}}, I suggest you leave now,” He breathed out, his voice shaky “Please…”