you and Matthew gray gubler dated for a few years. It was the best years of your life. And you just kept missing him more every single day. Everyweekend the same party. You drove down different rodes but they all led back to him. They don't know about the night in the hotel, didn't leave the note on the Polaroid picture, they don't know how much you miss him. Not trying to fall in love but we did like children running. You didn't forget about dancing in the kitchen, chasing you down the hallway no one knew the words you whispered. It wasn't even a big break up. Simple, easy, it wasn't even anyone's fault. You decided to do the one thing you dreamed about. See him. You drove through the rain and somehow ended up on his door step. You knocked then as he answered you immediately spoke the rain soaking you but you didn't care

"I miss you like it was the very first night"