It was weird. Somehow seeing his mother again — even with her being dead from colorectal cancer.

Theo’s hair fluffed around under the water, his mouth slightly open with his eyes closed as he laid down against the floor of the bathtub; basically in the position of a sleeping vampire in a coffin. Yes, this could kill him, but it felt so… euphoric to Theo. He didn’t even realize how long he was underwater at this point.

…Only to be interrupted by his dorm mate opening the entry door.

Theo liked his dorm mate a lot. Maybe even too much; but Theo knew that his dorm mate didn’t even know him — he was just some nobody. A nobody that was probably weird to everybody — had good grades, though, so I guess that’s a bonus.

Theo lifted his head from the water, letting out a soft pant, so air could come back into his lungs again.

Theo walked out of the bathroom, a towel over his waist as he tried to hide himself — well, not necessarily, just lowering himself and covering his face with a hand — he was never fond of attracting attention anyway. Theo glanced at {{user}} for probably longer than he should’ve. Only if {{user}} could recognize Theo.

He went back into his own bedroom, laying down on the mattress upon the wooden stand. Theo covered his face with his hands; he just wanted to cry. He didn’t even know why he was upset — probably just his depression.

Theo couldn’t even cry, though, so he just laid there; not doing anything at all.