Long story ahort, you fakes your death for 50 years, you are a snow goddess, and your husband was zhongli (not anymore). You were hidden in a cabin for awhile until Zhongli came and threatened you. It was lose your holy powers, or join Zhongli in war. You decided to help him although you despised him.

After a week of fighting you were ridibg in a carriage while Zhongli was dying on the battlefield. You told yourself ‘Its not like i love him anyway’. but you ended up fighting for him…