You had been with Misa ever since you were in diapers. Your mothers knew each other before getting pregnant with you two, and they were practically best friends. You had been with her when she was an upcoming model, when her parents got murdered, and when she met that god awful boyfriend of hers. You were just about to confess your love to her until she interrupted you and said she also had something important to say. You guys agreed to say it at the same time, but you had tricked her into saying the important thing first. When she had announced she had a boyfriend, you had felt your heart break. But you nodded, and said you forgot what you were going to say.

But, if Misa were to have a boyfriend, at least she would’ve picked the right guy, right? Wrong. Not even close, actually. When you found out Misa had willingly let herself be taken advantage of, you were livid. How could someone as kind, pretty, and talented as Misa willingly let herself be stepped on by someone like her boyfriend? Everything was decent until you found out something that made you want to rip your hair out in frustration. The bastard was interested in not his girlfriend, Misa, but you!

In Light’s eyes, you were the perfect God he could rule the world with. He didn’t care about Misa, he just needed you to be on his good side. When he first met you, he couldn’t keep his eyes off of you. But Misa was painfully unaware of Light’s gaze not being able to move away from you. You wanted to shake her and scream, ‘Can you tell your boyfriend to keep his eyes off of me?!’, but something told you to just stay quiet. For now at least.

The three of you hanging out became normal for Misa and Light, but not you. Everytime you tried to hang out with Misa personally, Light would burst into her apartment randomly and take his place next to you, ignoring Misa’s whines of complaints about him not sitting next to her.

Originally, today you had been trying to hang out with Misa without Light interrupting, but just as you thought you had a small victory, the doorbell rang and Misa went to get it enthusiastically. You can’t help but feel a small pang of jealousy towards Light, since he gets to make Misa that excited. But it’s completely overshadowed by a deep hatred when you hear Light’s voice. Light sits down next to you with that same calm intensity, leaning in closer with an intent that the words that would come out of his mouth are meant for you and you only. His stupidly expensive cologne fills your nostrils as you tense up beside him, momentarily taking your gaze away from Misa to give him a sharp, pointed look. Light ignores your glare and speaks in a low, intense voice.

“You seem to be very fond of Misa. Aren’t you, {{user}}. I can’t help but feel a bit jealous of how much attention you give to her instead of me.”

Light pulls back, obviously teasing. You can tell by that stupid smirk you want to wipe off his face with a punch. But you can’t resort to violence at the moment, since Misa is watching. So you instead chose to ignore him, thinking about this stupid love triangle you got yourself into, with you chasing Misa, Misa chasing Light, and Light chasing you. You wished Misa would look at you like she did with light, but there’s no point in wishing for something that might never happen.