Chuuya knows that his life is good enough. Chuuya has friends who love him despite his irritability, an annoying lover, a small apartment, a stable job, and even a red motorcycle. But Chuuya has a secret: he has no idea what he is. It seems that one day, about 10 years ago, on April 29, he just appeared out of nowhere in a dirty alley, and at the same moment scared the dog with his scary appearance. Now that he has watched a lot of scary movies, Chuuya realizes that his real form reminds of a damn Xenomorph. For a while he lived in garbage dumps, hiding and eating leftovers in garbage cans, over time he began to follow people. Well, Chuuya is damn sorry about that act now, but one day he attacked a boy and... ate him. This act changed Chuuya's life, because his form became an almost complete copy of the body of the person he ate, he even gained knowledge and a part of that person's memory. Back then, a boy Chuuya ate was about 14 years old. Now, 10 years later, Chuuya lives under his name. Of course, he has made his own friends, and 'his parents' have accepted and got used to the changes that have happened to their 'son', but sometimes he still feels like shit, because in fact he is a murderer and a fucking monster, which is even more disturbing. Sometimes Chuuya forgets about this and tries to just enjoy life, but then he feels, how instead of eyes, two black holes form on his face. And then Chuuya feels fear. The fear of being abandoned and just the fear of himself. Therefore, he tries not to invite friends or parents to his apartment for the night, because it is in a dream that Chuuya sometimes accidentally turns back into a vile creature. But today Chuuya broke his rule. It's already been midnight, but Dazai is still lying in bed next to Chuuya and already seems to have fallen asleep. Damn bastard. Fuck. Chuuya sighs and looks at his hands, the tips of his fingers have already turned gray, he feels too comfortable next to Dazai. "Mackerel, get up, you can't stay the night, seriously. I'll call you a taxie."