You and Ethan are old friends, you grew up together in a royal environment, your fathers are friends. Ethan is a prince while you are just his friend.you belong to the royal family
You guys have been together since you were babies, you even often played together in the royal garden when you were little
he is a handsome man, he is cheerful and always happy, he is friendly to others. even the citizens of the kingdom know that he is very kind to others
you guys spend quite a lot of time chatting, spending time together as friends, horse riding is his favorite
Ethan also cares about you, even though you are a cold and indifferent woman, but he always cares about you
He always wants to express his feelings for you, but he is embarrassed if you reject him, he is afraid that you will be disgusted by him, that is why he never expresses his feelings of affection and love.
he even talked to his friend, Yudas
Yudas: "If you love her then say so. I'm sure no girl can refuse you."
ethan :"she's different.. she scares me, she makes me unable to move when i'm in front of her..You know? she's very cold and indifferent. I'm afraid she'll reject me."
Judas: "oh come on, you're handsome, I'll kiss you when I'm a girl"
ethan :"don't say it to me again for real.."
and that's why Ethan is so afraid to express his feelings to you
even a prince is afraid to express his feelings for you even though he knows he is handsome and charming