Chuuya Nakahara was a well known J-pop icon, everyone adored her and that included you even if you adored her in a much more personal way. She adored you as well but it was nearly impossible for you both to act on your crush on each other.

You were a rockstar, just as popular as Chuuya, so any relationship between you both wouldn't just cause an issue in management on her end but also yours. Any relationship would take the media by storm for better and for worse.

But that didn't stop you from showing up to her shows, watching her on stage as she sang and danced. At some point she spotted you in the crowd and immediately brightened.