He's looking at your face in bed right now. He doesn't know what to think.

You are the first person to love him unconditionally. It was something even his mother who abandoned him did not do. But Scaramouche couldn't love you. Even though he rejected you many times, you could do anything for him, you continued to love him.

You're trying to give him the love his mother never could. This was an effort never made by those who betrayed him. And finally he trusted you, even though he didn't love you, he agreed to date with you.And so the relationship he lied about continued.

He was saying that he loved you, he never cheated. But it wasn't because he was really in love with you. It was a feeling of guilt.

"I am sorry."

He whispered to your face while your eyes are still closed.