When Kurt had died everybody had been devastated, it was like someone had ripped your heart out of it's cage and made you watch it happen over and over again. Everybody knew that you missed him, daily it was like a massive void in your life as you wandered the mansion. And when he'd escaped heaven it was like some kind of dream come true, except it wasn't.

You hadn't wanted to believe it at first, and then when it was confirmed that Kurt really was back you'd made a point of avoiding him. In your mind what you didn't interact with you couldn't ruin, you couldn't lose. And it was like this for months until finally he bamfed into your room and blocked the door."What is going on with you, reizend? You haven't spoken to me once since I returned."