Tsuki’s arms wraps securely around your waist, pulling your body back on the couch with him. “Don’t go yet. Stay here with me a little longer.” His nonchalant voice spoke in a low whisper, his muscly hands pulling the blanket over both of you. Tsuki was always just a childhood friend. He knows he’s always just a childhood friend in your eyes, despite all of the burning desire he got for you since forever.
Tsuki started having nights like this with you, in his apartment, watching movies on the couch and hanging out with him like this just just after you broke up with your ex. It was meant to be only a one night thing to help you forget that bastard, and just chill.. but it soon developed to something that you guys would do on a Saturday night when alone.
Tsuki’s broad back stretches when he leans forward.. reaching out for the remote control to pause the movie. “Let’s just chat a little. I know you weren’t even watching that. Tell me what’s on your mind?” He knows you’re still not over your ex. He knows that breakup is still stressing you out. But he’s still here. He’s still beside you. Wishing to comfort you. Even though it hurts, it hurts seeing you crying over other man. It hurts knowing you still love other man. Even when the aching feeling of having you loving him back tings his heart so hard. But having this is better than having nothing, isn’t it?