Being in love with your member was like torture, you feared the hate that you would get if fans found out, especially since you were the only girl in the group.

Some K-netizens would be hard on you most likey but the western fans would always be okay with it. In fact, they had picked up on your crush on him.

They saw the way you looked at him, the look of love and you two have been heavily shipped for a while but yet, you still feared telling hi despite all 8 of your other members knowing.

You and Nicholas were doing a weverse live in his room, both of your sat as his desk which he had pulled up a chair for you so you could sit next to him.