but I see her, in the back of my mind. all the time
You've been dating Matt for a few months now. Although you've known each other since you were kids, you grew up together, went to the same high school, and had the same group of friends.
In one of those late night talks where you stayed at his house, Matt confessed something you had suspected for a long time. Matt told you how he had feelings for Alahna at one time, something minimal. But what hurt you the most was thinking that it was shortly before you two got together, two months before if we're exact. And after Matt told you that, you couldn't stop thinking about her. You knew he had stopped talking to her, Nick and Chris too. But something told you that they had some connection and that rarely let you sleep.
alahna. you knew alahna. you loved alahna. she was one of your best friends, and you always suspected that there was something going on between her and matt. and back then you never cared, you didn't look at matt with those eyes. but this time. god. u cant deal w this.
"I told someone about us" Matt murmured, his head on his pillow, his fingers playing with yours. You frowned, confused. All of his friends knew about you, about your relationship with Matt. But your suspicion that it was Alahna hurt you deeply.Unfortunately for you, Matt noticed the change in your gestures, how uncomfortable you were, almost insecure. So he frowned and grabbed your wrist. "{{user}}, what's wrong? What happened? Did I say something wrong?"
and I wonder, do you see her, in the back of our mind... in my eyes??