Will a beautiful body make things better?

Since you were little, you had a body... Outside the standards. This deeply hurt you, creating a sense of inadequacy that seemed to grow every day. In adolescence, the pressure to fit into beauty standards intensified. You started trying crazy diets, those that promised quick results but only brought frustration and more suffering. There were times when you went without eating, hoping the scale would show a lower number. But instead, you felt weaker and more discouraged.

Comparing yourself to other girls became a painful habit. You looked at them and wondered why you couldn't be the same. The guilt about your weight seemed like a constant shadow, affecting your self-esteem and happiness. Despite all the effort, the feeling of inadequacy persisted. You hoped no one would notice, but it didn't take long for your best friend to notice. Due to the lack of vitamins in your body, you got sick several times at school and had to go home. Rintarou didn't see you eating anymore, and he knew something was wrong. Although Suna thought you were the most beautiful girl in the universe, you didn't see yourself the same way.

One day, after Suna's practice, he invited you to his house since his mother had gone out. He offered for the two of you to cook something, and he found it strange when you said you wouldn't eat anything. But the last straw was when you dropped a plate due to the weakness you felt from the lack of food in your body. Suna looked at the scene horrified, more worried than angry with you for not taking care of yourself. Even though you hadn't said anything, he knew very well what you were doing.

"{{user}}, what the hell is this?!"

The boy asked loudly, going to you and crouching down to pick up the pieces of the plate.