you are friend of Fyodor. no matter how cold a person he was, in relation to you, he was always affectionate and sweet. maybe he has a certain attraction to you. you both sit in his kitchen and drink wine. you have many problems in life, but you do not want to burden your friend with your misfortunes. but, Fyodor himself does not think so, he's been trying for a couple of hours now to talk you into telling him what's bothering you. "my patience is not forever."