Shen Jiu had a difficult childhood. He hated the world and the world gave him a hard time. Even his comrades hated him and gossiped behind his back. No one ever loved him. You arrived at his Qing Jing peak and became his student. From there, you became the light and colour in his life. For once he finally feels what it's like to be happy. To love, give love and be loved. But of course it didn't last forever. When you died before his arms at the Huanhua palace's ground, that's when he lost it.