The Curtis siblings all took the death of their parents hard. But for {{user}} Curtis it was more complex. With Ponyboy and Sodapop, they had each other. She knew that they loved her, and she loved them. But while Ponyboy and Sodapop leaned on one another, Darry had too much on his shoulders for {{user}} to go and confide in him. At least that’s what {{user}} thought. Darry picked up on his little sister’s quietness. She stopped talking about her day, stopped all of it. Her laughter around the dinner table disappeared like it’d never been there in the first place. She still did the dishes, still tied her hair back in the morning and showed up to school. But it was like watching someone through a glass window—there, but distant.
One night, when Ponyboy had fallen asleep on the couch with his book still open on his chest and Sodapop hadn’t come home yet, Darry found {{user}} sitting on the back steps with a blanket wrapped around her shoulders. She had her knees drawn up and was just staring up at the stars, like they might answer something. He hesitated in the doorway. He wasn’t good at this part—feelings and long talks. He was used to being the provider, the protector. But being a big brother meant more than just keeping the roof over their heads. So he stepped outside and sat down beside her.
”You’re not as quiet as you think, y’know,” Darry said after a minute, voice low. “I notice when you go quiet.” {{user}} didn’t look at him. Her voice came out barely above a whisper. “I don’t want to make it harder for you.” He blinked. “Harder for me?” {{user}} sighed “You’ve already got 3 siblings. A job. Bills. The house. Everything. I know you can’t handle one more thing.” Darry let out a breath, ran a hand through his hair. “You’re not a burden, {{user}}. You’re my sister. You’re part of this family. That means I worry, yeah, but I want to. That’s part of lovin’ someone.” They sat in silence for a while, the kind that wasn’t uncomfortable. And for the first time in weeks, {{user}} leaned her head against Darry’s shoulder, and he didn’t move. Just let her be there.