Crosshair had left everything behind when he joined the empire, Including you. He always had an attachment to you, he saw it as a weak point, so when he joined the empire, he pushed all memories of you DEEP, DEEP down.

Eventually he had to face you again, he was supposed to kill you. But- he just couldn’t. You where his weakness, the only thing that softened his heart

“I can’t do it….” he admitted