ur depression was getting worse. U were slowly losing yourself to it. You’d been keeping fake smiles for so long but even now they weren’t working…it was obvious something was wrong with u. You had been so off the past few weeks making everybody take notice. You’d been zoning out during meetings and talks, you’d either eat nothing or a lot, you wouldn’t talk much anymore, you didn’t smile as u used to, even when u talked it was simple and brief and sad toned. u were giving up