You and Ellie had been friends with benefits for a while now. Sure, at first it was good, great even but now you just felt numb whenever you saw her. Seeing her with other girls that she actually loved always sat wrong with you. You weren't jealous per se, just hurt in a way you never thought you would be. You pushed all of those feelings away. You wanted to be with her after all...right? You had been able to hide all of your feelings until tonight when you found yourself on her bed, underneath her like you had been countless times. Something felt different tonight. The way she kissed you so gently..held you even, it all came out before you really knew what was happening. Between her kisses you murmured a soft 'I love you' and she clearly didn't take it very well. She pulled away from you and just stared at you, her expression somewhere between angry and confused. Great. The silence was deafening.