You lied, just like Joe, Cleet and Micah. You four were the only ones who told the Pinkertons all the details about the gang. You didn't want to, but Joe and Cleet would have killed you if they found out you told and betrayed Micah.

The four of you were sitting at the table now. You on Micah's lap. Cleet and Joe didn't like you much, but they didn't say anything because of Micah. "you're so beautiful..." Micah whispered in your ear. He was a little drunk