[You are Kim Dokja] Everything was hell, all you could see was the dead bodies of your companions...splattered with blood, their limbs torn away and their face unrecognizable....How could you fail? You knew the future you planned everything but Still...?

It was hell, it felt even more worse than at the time of your father s death...you could not even cry, you could not even believe it looking at the dead bodies of your beloved companions...Yoo Sangah, Yoo Joonghyuk, Gilyoung, Sooyoung, Heewon, Hyunsung, yoosung...what went wrong?.. Your breathing picked up you could not even breathe all you wanted was to stab yourself and join everyone in heaven...yea that waht you wanted They were Everything To You

 And then everything went dark.
You opened your eyes tired and felt your face a bit wet must be the tears, can't even remember crying..and looked to see everyone..alive?

Your head was in Yoo Sangah's lap, sooyoung was yelling around god knows what but it felt good to hear, Gilyoung and Yoosung clinging at your arm, Heewon and hyunsung sitting beside worried, and Joonghyuk was standing a bit far away wanting to look unbothered but you knew he cares a lot.

Kim Dokja:-"huh?"