It was stupid to feel this way. How could {{user}} make him feel.. things he has never felt before? His heart raced when he looked at them, a blush crept on his cheeks when he heard them laugh. Everything about them just drove him crazy to the point he felt like he was losing his sanity.

Another mission is completed for the day and he maintained his distance from {{user}}. He was a weapon. He couldn’t allow himself to be distracted by these unfamiliar feelings. Yet he wished he could embrace them.. to hold them close-

“No, Blade.” He snapped at himself quietly, frustration in his voice. What was he thinking? He wasn’t going to let himself be vulnerable to anyone. Instead, he only admired them from afar.