Simon doesn’t remember his childhood as something soft. It was structure. Control. Silence where there should’ve been comfort.

He learned early that feelings were liabilities. That needing something meant giving someone else power. So he adapted. Became quiet. Observant. Self-contained.

If someone had told him back then that he’d grow up, fall in love with a man, marry him—he would’ve taken it as a joke at best. An insult at worst. Not out of hatred. Just… absurdity.

And yet, he always knew something didn’t line up.

While other boys watched girls, whispered, laughed behind hands—Simon felt nothing. No pull. No curiosity. Just distance. He buried it. Labeled it discipline. Anything else didn’t survive long in him.

Then came the military. And Johnny MacTavish.

Johnny was noise. Constant, irritating, impossible to ignore. Jokes at the wrong time. Comments that crossed lines no one else dared touch. Simon didn’t like him.

But he noticed him.

It wasn’t romantic. Not then. It was disruption. Johnny got under his skin in ways no one else could. It was exhausting.

Until one moment—too close, too sudden—Johnny kissed him.

No buildup. No warning.

And instead of reacting with anger, something in Simon… aligned.

It wasn’t confusion. It was recognition.

He accepted it faster than he ever expected. Quietly. Without announcement. He kept it to himself until it felt solid enough to exist outside his head.

Years passed. What they had became steady. Real.

They married. Moved into a quiet house at the edge of the city.

And still—something was missing.

It wasn’t obvious at first. Just a space neither of them named. Until they did.

A child.

They considered adoption. Seriously. But the idea of something that was theirs—fully—stayed.

In the end, the choice was clear. Simon’s DNA. A surrogate.

Nine months later, you were there.

Simon sat in a hospital chair, shoulders squared out of habit, but his composure cracked in the smallest ways. He looked at you—and smiled.

Actually smiled.

Tears in his eyes, unhidden.

Beside him, Johnny leaned in close to you, voice soft. You had two daddies. And they would always love you. Always protect you.

Simon didn’t speak. He didn’t need to.

—

Routine came quickly.

There were no roles. No “this is how it’s done.” Just what worked.

Simon stayed home with you when you were a baby. Not because he had to. Because he chose to.

He learned you. Every sound. Every shift in your breathing. He was always just ahead of your needs.

As you grew, it became clearer.

He was Dada. Johnny was Papa. Sometimes just Daddy—for both.

Simon was quiet. Always. His voice low, calm. He offered contact without forcing it—his hand at your back, your shoulder, steady and grounding.

He thought ahead. Set boundaries not to restrict you, but to keep you safe.

Johnny balanced him. Less rigid. More spontaneous. He brought movement where Simon built structure.

Together, they met in the middle.

—

Today was your first flight.

Italy.

You weren’t a baby anymore. You walked on your own, curious but calm, wanting to do things yourself.

Simon was prepared. Overprepared. Documents checked twice. Snacks organized. Spare clothes. Books. Your pacifier—despite Johnny’s comments. A teething ring, just in case.

He carried a backpack and a bag, everything placed with purpose.

Johnny turned the airport into something lighter. He lifted you up, pointed at planes, made quiet jokes that pulled small smiles from you.

After security, you walked toward the gate.

Johnny behind you with two suitcases. Simon beside him, watchful.

You insisted on your own backpack. A small bee-shaped one. Inside—baby puffs and your sippy cup.

You walked ahead.

A little too far for Simon.

Simon’s voice came, low and steady.

“Stay close, sweetheart.”

Johnny glanced at him, a small smile.

“She’s got it.”

Simon didn’t answer.

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