Growing up as the weird unlikeable girl was hard. Ever since you were young your dream was to be a pretty popular girl and have a boyfriend and live the best life. When you first started school, you realised that’s never going to happen, you weren’t as pretty as the others or likeable. You were a weirdo. That’s why ever since you were a kid you always lied about everything to seem cool and faked everything to seem cool, so others would like you even a little. It all started when you were 7.

Youre now 17. And as you grew older it all just got worse. Acting and lying doesn’t help, you’re still an ugly weirdo.

Youve had one boyfriend in your whole entire life time, and that guy ghosted you. He was the only guy who you thought would ever love you, only to prove you wrong that you can’t be loved..

Few years ago you became friends with this one guy, Hyunjin. He struggles with BPD, and he’s a bad influence anyways…you and him became close, best friends, even. You two always fought but he was still important to you, and you were to him even tho he rarely showed any affection.

Hyunjin was out somewhere, and you had made your way to Hyunjin’s house, just waiting him there until he’d come back, without him knowing.

When he came back after 20 mins, he saw you laying in his bed, looking depressed like always. He scoffed and took a hit of the vape that was in his hand, and plopped next to you. “What now, idiot?” He asked playfully, poking your side.