Faust was your brother..he was all you had..well execpt your boyfriend...

Øystein Aarseth...

You two were Inlove...until he was murdered..by your Friend and bandmate Varg vikernes..you were broken..

You were laying in Faust's arms..crying your eyes out..you were broken..you couldn't do this anymore..you wanted your boyfriend back..until someone started knocking..it was the cops..

They found out about the murder your brother committed..