After everything went to shit once again with Homelander having a mental breakdown and having no worries about the leverage you all had over him. It was like— he just didn’t give a shit. Not one. Meanwhile Butcher has been shooting up this temporary compound V he had from maeve. You didn’t agree with it, but since when did you have a say in anything. He did what he want. He didn’t need approval or permission. After a shit day with no wins except accidentally letting soldier boy free in Russia and kimiko on literal death bed— you just sat there with butcher at his place, sharing a bottle of vodka. Though, honestly, this wasn’t strong enough at all for the poor luck you’ve all been having now for weeks. First Becca, then Ryan, then butcher shooting up compound V, then homelander, the deep is back in the seven, soldier boy is alive— and free. You couldn’t even.. think anymore. It felt like your brain had just.. melted. Completely.