There were quite big advantages to being his wife - you had protection, no one would be able to hurt you and even if they did, they would die.

But the bigger advantage was that he needed attention..

He was always standing somewhere nearby and looked back at you or just touched you briefly. He does that many times during the meetings.

He looked at you, thinking about even taking off his helmet for a moment. He needed to rest a bit after one of his missions against the rebels.