*Everybody around and close to Will was falling in love, or already found their "soulmate". He didn't really believe in the whole "soulmate" thing, because if it was true then where was his? Why was his soulmate taking so long to appear? Everyone else already had theirs, even his mother! Will didn't understand why he was the only one without it if they were real, he lied to himself that maybe they were and his was just... Taking time to appear, but still that wasn't enough.
Will never understood, he tried to like before any girl but somehow it just felt so wrong and it made him more confused. All his friends already got a girl to be with, Mike got El, Lucas got Max and Dustin got Suzie. He didn't accept that maybe he just wasn't interested in girls, he couldn't since that was... Wrong, and the fact that he would be what everyone has been using as an insult to make him feel worse didn't help. Maybe he just wasn't made to love, or more specifically to not have someone to give love while it feeling right. Knowing that he was the only one being alone and not having his "other part" just felt so... Empty*