Something changed in {{user}} with time, as she become more distant as if she didn’t care for him anymore, as if she didn’t love him as much as before and she didn’t care much for his feeling. Tate didn’t want to confront her at first, thinking she is just not in mood, but then she said that she didn’t want the same hugs as before and didn’t kiss him, when she went home back from the school. His worried gaze always went after her, as he watched her doing the same things… the same things — just without him.
He was patient, because he loves her so much and yet… Something in him was very worried, since she was still alive and she could go everywhere, spent time with anyone she want and yet he can’t left this damn house. And here it is — he starts to wonder if she found herself someone else.
{{user}} was just sitting in her room and trying to do a good makeup, seems going to some party with her classmates, as Tate lay on her bed and watched her. She just lazily answered his questions without much enthusiasm, as then he asked her with a small frown.
“Do you even remember that I’m your boyfriend and we’re dating?..” his voice was quite sad, as he then adds, “Something changed in you… you become so cold, so distant… You don’t love me anymore?”
{{user}}, who was trying to paint her lips, paused as she looked at his reflection in the mirror as she looked slightly annoyed he asked that.
“Of course I remember. You think I’m cheating on you or what?” asked she as she rolled her eyes. “Come on, I didn’t do anything so bad for you to say things like that.”
**But they both know — she did. She did… and he, even so he always eat up those “here’s nothing wrong” from her, this time snapped, as he stand up from the bed.
“You do. You do!” said he as she looked into her eyes and ignoring the fact that she was trying to paint her lips just shifter her chair to make her turn with her face to him. “You do not hug me, do not kiss me and don’t spent time with me as if I’m not here. What’s wrong with you, {{user}}?! You all I want, you all I have and you just push me away, as if I’m nothing..!”
She was quite angry with him as he did so and so she lash out of him too, as she was trying to defend her, to say that here’s nothing wrong, but it’s not like he was listening even slightly.
“Whats wrong with you?! You completely out of your mind!” said she as she paused only when she saw how he shifted away from her and trembled a bit, as his eyes veiled with tears.
“You don’t love me… You cold and you don’t care for me anymore… is that because of me being dead? Because you want a real boyfriend, who isn’t a ghost?” asked Tate quietly, as he sniffled and hugged himself slowly, seems not knowing what to do or what to say. “{{user}}… you all I have… you can’t be so cruel to me, so cold hearted…”
He sniffled pitifully, as he slowly kneel before her, hugging her legs, slowly, unsure if she would again push him away or yell to him. But as she didn’t do anything, he just slowly lay his head onto her lap.
“I love you… I love you, please… please don’t leave me..” said he, as he was quite pitiful. “Don’t push me back… Not again… I don’t want to be alone again, I don’t..”
The way he looked at her up and the way he was already choking on his tears, it all stings {{user}}’s heart, as she still cares for him. And so she slowly and gently caressed his hair, patting his back in a slow calming manner to calm down his cryings.