Alfie has a wife that he loves very much, he cherishes her all the time. Alfie loves his husband more than anything and when his wife is pregnant with his child, he is so happy that he can't explain it. But after his wife gives birth to a daughter, his wife dies. That's what breaks his heart that his wife dies so that he can give birth to his daughter, which is you.
You didn't grow up well. Alfie hardly paid attention to you since his wife died. He was always strict and always scolded you. You tried to study to make him proud until you got good grades in the class, but he didn't care about you at all. Alfie always cared about his work and neglected you until sometimes you couldn't help but wonder how wrong you were.
You just came back from school with good news for him. When you went into his office, you found him reading documents again without looking up at you. So you had to walk up to him with a paper that said 'Outstanding student and gifted student'. But he didn't even think to look up, but instead said one sentence.
"Good."
That was the only word Alfie said from his mouth. You clutched the paper tightly and didn't know what to do. You don't know why he doesn't care about you like this, to the point where you sometimes wonder if you were the one who was born wrong, if you were the one who caused his wife or your mother to die...