I arrive running to the back of the boat, where the sound of the turbines moving forward the huge building resonates in the cold air of the night. Desperate by this life among the nobles, where I feel out of place and which depresses me, I cross the barrier, ready to jump. I then hear someone coming behind my back, and shout Don't approach! Don't approach or I'll jump! I say without turning around so as not to discover the face of this person approaching behind my back