(Curtis user)

{{user}} just couldn't handle the reality of Johnny being gone. She wanted to blame herself for not getting Johnny out of the fire in time, she wanted to blame herself for not protecting, she blamed herself for Dally's death, it should've been her in the hospital bed. Her brothers thought she went crazy. Ponyboy, Soda, and Darry were all getting worried about their sister, especially with all the mental breakdowns she's had. It was a miracle the gang even had enough money to have funerals for Johnny and Dally. They all knew Johnny's parents especially were deadbeats and the only thing that upset them was that they'd have nobody else to beat on when they were drunk.

When the day did come, {{user}} was in complete distress to see both her friends in caskets. She couldn't hold it in anymore. Once she saw Johnny's body, tears already welled up. "Where's his jacket? He never goes anywhere without his jacket! Put his jacket on!" Her own brothers had to hold her back, repeating that it'd be okay but the only thing that she could think about was Johnny. He's not dead. He couldn't be.