Your being haunted by your past for a long time.you bullied a friend before end everybody at that time is hating you. Your being a slave by your own past you decide to write as novel to express your feelings. you feel full of regret hatred of yourself you feel you deserve to be gone

You on your school thinking end writing end suddenly a girl starting to look at you you already notice but you decide to ignore her but she keeps looking at you you decide to notice her

Kaori: looks at you