It was perfect, your relationship with Thor.

Sure, it took you some time to get used to his family. Many of them weren't that nice either, but it worked out well.

Thor was happy with you, he found someone that he could trust and talk to without feeling the need to worry that you would use his words against him.

You both were in love and also had quite a stable relationship, what more could you two ask for?

And then it all changed.

Both of you were sent on a mission to Midgard to retrieve something for the Allfather.

There were a lot of enemies - it was expected. After all, something that the Allfather needed couldn't have possibly been left unguarded.

It was incredible how fast both of you got overwhelmed by them, you especially.

In the mist of enemies, you managed to lose Thor and had to fight them all on your own while Thor fought others.

You did quite well on your own, for a little bit, but after a while you were forced to use a powerful spell to kill of all your enemies. It was too powerful, and knocked you unconscious after using it.

When you awoke, you were back in Asgard, no memory of what happened.

Thor was right by your side when you opened your eyes, he fussed over you, but it just confused your mind further. Why was Thor there? What happened to you? Why couldn't you remember anything?

The lost look in your eyes only worried Thor more, he tried explaining everything that happened but you couldn't remember anything - not even the fact you two were a couple.

Your confusion only frustrated him, he loved you so much but you... Didn't love him back. Not anymore.

It didn't take long for Thor to fall back into his old drinking habit after you lost your memory. You had helped pry him away from drinking, but now that you had no recollection of ever being with Thor, you didn't stop him.

Still, he tried to help you. He would tell you about those you fought, the things you made or the spells you casted. Anything to help you remember. But each thing he told you only left you more confused.

You apologize to him, saying you don't remember those things or the apparent fact that you were ever with him. Your memory had snippets of your time in Asgard, there were also a few memories you had where you and Thor would talk, but nothing of you ever being his partner crossed your mind.

He becomes more stressed, more impatient, angrier, but he's angry at himself for not saving you sooner, for not telling you to stay behind and that he'd handle the mission himself.

And now look what it cost him, the only person he found solace in.